Fairy tales

I started the blog and named it "Fairy Tales"
because I believed LOVE is like Fairy Tales...
you will have unexpected and wonderful happenings....

I remembered that celine used to asked me
"Aries, do you believe in fairy tales?"

I answered
"yes, i believe that God had pre-arranged a nice fairy tale for everyone...
and it is up to us to hold that chance."

"If cindrella had not seize the opportunity to go to the Ball, she would not have met her prince"

Yes, in my heart.... i believed in Fairy tales.. and
would hopefully mine to come true too... (soon)

All these years, I had a Fairy tale.
It is a beautiful story on an angel and her prince cacing.
Although i know the story had ended, but in my heart, I still feel it was left incomplete.

Today, i told liping about the Fairy Tale on this lovely story....

Of course, I knew she would gave me an "otherwise statement".
Knew her tooo well.... still, she never fails to give me a truthful and concrete advice.

But I had to be mentally prepare .. it will be a blunt and shattering advice...

"This ISN"T a Fairy Tale. Fairy Tales are supposed to happen ON YOU.
NOT MADE up BY YOU. What you had was fantasy... "
*ouch...
(and i actually agreed with what she says...!)

*nodding head...
she's right... alright.
I guess I was feeling helpless and too eager...
I've built too many hopes and they have all become fantasy.

I am pretty sad.... just like a disappointed little girl who knew there was NEVER Santa Claus.

Liping says
"When the fact come, the prince and angel might not behave or communication the same way i had thought..."

Another heart piecing thing she said
"its better NOT to match the Prince and angel. Do NOT let them meet up.
You'll feel more disappointed this way"
* more ouches...

But I can't give up on this Fairy Tale.
Because only I realise that how beautiful it is....

I guess... Fairy Tales could not be made up..
they could only happen....

so.... no matter how hard... how good.. how nice I try..
It will remain the same way it is....God had prepared....

so.... i wait

perharps.. my Fairy Tale was not the story that i thought it would be...
but still it would be nice...